And then there were four…

As most of you know, our little family is expanding by ONE! Well, we think it’s one..it might be two since twins run in the family! Anyways, we are so very excited about adding to our little bunch. Caidoc still isn’t really at a point where he is aware of such things, and when I till him there is a baby in my tummy he lifts up and shirt and says, “Mum! No!” or he just laughs at me. Like, “aha mom funny joke, now read me a book.”

His dethronement is not going to be pretty methinks.
His dethronement is not going to be pretty methinks.

We are SO.VERY. EXCITED, but also very nervous, since with two, we will be on, what Husband calls, man-to-man defense, in other words, no tag teaming with each other for a break! We will get used to it I’m sure. We are also really nervous because of Caidoc’s birth, this birth is very up in the air. I have to go to a lot more doctors and appointments to even see if I can have natural birth (a VBAC) or if they think I will have to have another c-section. I joke with people that I am going to go into the woods by myself and give birth in a tree if they tell me I have to have another c-section…haha…but really though…

So, I am research midwives and doulas and birth centers a-plenty in order to get a natural birth. Please pray for us! More than anything, we just want a healthy, happy baby.

I’m excited to see Caidoc be a big brother. I think it will be very hard at first since has barely been left with anyone other than mom or dad since he was born. We will just have to get him used to that, of course, I’m probably going to be the one who’s saddest about it 🙁 I’ll miss having it be just him and me, it’s so hard to let him grow up. All that aside, he will be such a good little helper 🙂

Maybe he'll love being a big brother ;)
Maybe he’ll love being a big brother 😉

 

 

Magic in the Kitchen

Sometimes, something magical happens in the kitchen and I make something truly delicious. Really. Some kitchen magic happened earlier this week, all because of a spaghetti squash and left over cream cheese. Wanna know what happened? Okay, I’ll share with you.

 

Creamy Spaghetti Squash Casserole

-1 medium sized spaghetti squash (of course it’s best if it’s organic but it doesn’t matter too much since you don’t eat the outside and the inside is nice a protected).

-2-3  16 oz. cans of diced tomatoes (I WISH I  had fresh ones)

-1 cup of cream cheese

-1 cup of chicken stock (or broth)

-1 small zucchini chopped

-1 whole sweet onion diced

– 1/4 cup of flour OPTIONAL (I used wheat and gluten free but I’m sure any will work since it’s just used as a thickener if you think you need it)

-1 cup lightly steamed broccoli

(here is where it gets intense but you gotta stick with it, I promise you’ll love it. In case you could’t tell, I swear by the spices in my cooking)

-1 t. basil

-1 T rosemary

-1 t. oregano

-1 T garlic powder

-1 t. thyme

– 1 t. sage

-1/2 t. fennel

-1/2 t. savory

-1 t. pepper (teaspoon! Not tablespoon! Or more if you want I guess….)

– 2 t. salt

– 2 cups of cheese (I recommend anything white. I used an italian cheese mix.)

*Note: this is NOT an allergy free meal, but it can easily be made so. I was just being bad and cheating because I didn’t want to waste our left over cream cheese.

 

Directions:

Take your squash and slice it in half length wise. Put it on a baking sheet in the oven at 350 degrees for about 40 min, really that time is “ish” because some people’s ovens take 30 min, mine takes 40, really it is done when a fork and get into the middle easily. It should look kinda like this: (ignore my gross pan, its just doomed to be that way, I’ve tried everything.)

Have I mentioned that I am obsessed with this squash?
Have I mentioned that I am obsessed with this squash?

That white stuff in the middle is just bubbly water from the squash.

NOW, while that is cooking, throw everything else (EXCEPT THE CHEESE)  into a big pan on the stove and heat it till it’s bubbly. It should look something like this:

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If it DOESN’T look like this, thats fine, feel free to tweak the ingredients till it does. The veggies can be different, but I’d really try and go for that creamy reddish color. That what makes it so savory. And feel free to tweak the spices, but I LOVE very, very flavorful food as does Brownie and Husband.

Now, while that is getting all bubbly, your squash should be done. Take it out  (use hot pads to hold it since it will be hot to the touch) and take a fork and scrape out all the inside till it yields a couple cups of delish spaghetti looking “noodles”. These noodles will be crispier than regular noodles ( try some plain, they are super good!).

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YUM.

Once you have all your squash ready and your mixture is all hot, mix the two together in a large bowl and combine in a casserole dish. It should be a tiny bit runny so don’t worry if it’s not all solid (think lasagna consistency).

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Cover the top with the cheese.

Put in the oven for 30-35 minutes.

If you want a slightly crispy top ( I know I do), put the oven on broil for two-three minutes before you pull it out.

Okay, I might have let it get a little TOO crispy, still so yummy
Okay, I might have let it get a little TOO crispy, still so yummy

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Dish and ENJOY!

 

Distracting A Toddler…

…Luckily, Lil’ Man is already VERY easily distracted. Unless he wants the computer or into the dishwasher, then there is very little to be done except tolerate the one minute rage fest that ensues when either is denied him. In one of our more brilliant moments, Husband and I decided to make a sensory board for our very, very hands on little dude. This was in part to just make his room the little-boy-dream-come-true-playland but also to help with the recovery of his surgery, for which he in being encouraged not to move much (something that is almost impossible for him).

Before I even saw ideas on Pinterest, Husband had come up with the idea of using zip ties and a board with pre-punched holes, from Home Depot. Pure genius. That way, the sensory board can be changed out with different items really easily and grow right along with Brownie’s ever-expanding intelligence level. We got the board, husband cut it, and we came up with a list of things we thought would best capture Caidoc’s attention. We already had zip ties, so we only had to make a trip to the dollar store and then assemble it! Husband and I had SO MUCH FUN making it!

Caidoc was such a good helper
Caidoc was such a good helper
Attaching items with zip ties
Attaching items with zip ties
He LOVES it!
He LOVES it!

We have put a good amount of toys in Caidoc’s room, but luckily, we have really figured out how to utilize wall space, like with the felt board, so we just plunked the sensory board right next to his door (the door still closes, yay!). It has already been a showers taking/meals cooked/cleaning done savior! Haha! Caidoc loves to keep those little fingers busy. The board has really helped with keeping him in the house and relatively still while he heals. You should really make one of these boards if you have a busy toddler!

 

The finished product…

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Weekend Fun

On Saturday we went to the wedding of a couple of our friends and had a BLAST. They are so sweet and such a cute couple. We wish them all wonderful things the world has to offer. WELCOME TO THE CLUB GUYS! 🙂

 

The lovely wedding ceremony
The lovely wedding ceremony

 

 

Loves gravel he does haha
Loves gravel he does haha
Flirting with Olivia :)
Flirting with Olivia 🙂

 

On Sunday, Husband spoiled me and let me do a massive splurge on crafting supplies. I’m very excited about all of them. Some of them include getting back into knitting sewing, yay! Here is what I’m working on knitting, except mine is pink. It’s going to take a really long time because I knit very, very slowly. Haha.

I’m also going to try a craft from my friend’s blog, because I have a disgusting lamp that needs serious help. My lamp is very large though, so this craft will also take some time I think.

Here is what I made on Sunday while my boys napped.

My first burlap wreath! I am really proud :) It was harder than I thought it was going to be.
My first burlap wreath! I am really proud 🙂 It was harder than I thought it was going to be.

May I draw attention to the flowers? I love them. They also both have pearls in them, but I hadn’t stuck in the second one when I took this picture. Also, sorry for the crappy picture, I used my iPod Touch.

 

A close up! I LOVE this wreath! NOw we have some fall decorations ready to go.
A close up! I LOVE this wreath! NOw we have some fall decorations ready to go.

Annnd to finish, why not some super cute pictures of Caidoc..

He LOVES "snorts"
He LOVES “snorts”
Driving already :)
Driving already 🙂
A box of Caidoc!
A box of Caidoc!

Cheers!

 

 

 

Summer Pie

Summer is almost over! Sad. I am kinda ready for chunky sweater and legging weather though. Also, with fall coming, it means it’s almost my birthday 😀

I got all these berries from the farmer’s market on Saturday (remember when I talked about heathy family rituals? We go get our produce fresh each week!) and I needed something to do with them. This week was blackberries and golden raspberries. I love berries and so does Brownie.

I found this recipe, and boy, I love it! Except the cornstarch part, yuck. Something I discovered recently though, while making a delish strawberry rhubarb crisp, is that an amazing super healthy substitute for cornstarch is MILLET FLOUR. It is so good for so it makes making pies and make me feel all healthy 🙂

The second thing I do that makes life A LOT easier, is that each month a make a ton of pie crusts and freeze them. That way, I have allergy free crusts on had for when I want to whip up a berry pie, apple pie, or Husband’s favorite, chicken pot pie 🙂 My mom really did not like making pies because the crust was always “too tedious”. And I agree, having pre-made crusts makes what could be an hour long process, only minutes. And when you have a busy little boy running around, it’s important that things only take a few minutes! So scroll down for my super secret Summer Pie hints.

Here is a mixture of blackberries, golden raspberries, and some blueberries (the blueberries are from my grandma's garden)
Here is a mixture of blackberries, golden raspberries, and some blueberries (the blueberries are from my grandma’s garden)
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This is a pre-made crust. I wish I remembered how I made it because it works LIKE A CHARM which is rare for allergy free crusts in my opinion
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It’s so important to not skimp on spices, I believe they make or break baking. I always throw in extra nutmeg (when called for) and vanilla, and it’s never failed me 🙂
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The secret to so much of my baking. I use this in everything from pie fillings to thickening sauces
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Make sure everything is mixed SUPER fine, or you will get chunks of yucky crap
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I don’t believe in rolling crust out perfectly. As you can tell.
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It all ends up pretty in the end 🙂 I left the cut out on top because I don’t like waste and all the edges were sealed up tight. Make SURE to leave holes, unlike chicken pot pie, berry pies LOVE to explode everywhere.

That’s all! Have a great rest of your summer!

 

 

Fitness and Health

Hi! As promised, here is my post all about my families’ fitness and health. Since our little Brownie developed his egg allergy, we have completely eliminated eggs from our diet, that means in all baked goods and everything. In the early stages of his allergy Caidoc was also very sensitive to wheat, gluten, dairy, and soy. We have since worked those back into his diet but we kinda miss eating totally allergy free, it makes the body feel to light and happy! So, we have decided to re-commit to a allergy free eating lifestyle, at least at home. The best product’s I’ve found that are a necessity for allergy free living are:

Bob’s Red Mill Rolled Oats

I use these in lots of baking as a flour substitute, I simply blend the oats into a fine powder. Be careful of the recipe you pick, it’s best to use recipes that are already allergy free by design. I also get these oats in bulk from Cash and Carry, MUCH cheaper!

Egg Replacer

My sister in law introduced this to me and it changed my life! This makes baking without eggs unnoticeable.

Almond Milk

Husband and I tried rice milk for awhile but this is so much better, AND we get it from Costco which is about half the price of the stuff on Amazon.

Applesauce

This is the best and most simple replacer in baking ever! And it’s much better for you.

Chips

Okay so these aren’t totally “healthy” but MAN they are good and also fit our diet restrictions. YUM.

Those are the main staples I can’t live without in our allergy free eating. I’ll keep you posted on anything else cheap and easy I find! As far as health goes we like to keep VERY active. Husband has soccer once and week, we walk every evening together as a family, and I try and keep active with running four times a week and doing some strength and ab work three times a week. Sometimes I feel like I need to make more time for husband to work out since he loves it as much as I do. One thing we have started doing as a family is running 5K’s together. We did our first one when Caidoc was only 7 months old! We love it. This October I’m running a 5K with one of my friends and I’m very excited about it!

My advice for staying fit and healthy is by doing it as a ritual. It’s our families’ ritual, rain for shine, to go for a walk in the evening. Caidoc now asks to “go on an adventure” which is his way of saying that it’s time for a walk. Another ritual we have is by eating healthy, we love discovering new things to eat while having a couple handy “go-to” recipes for when we feel weak and want fast food 🙂

How do you eat healthy? How do you like to stay active?

Family Vacation 2013

Husband and I hadn’t had a vacation in a long time, well, anything longer than a weekend that is, and we had some days off saved up. We had thought about where we wanted to go on vacation and quickly ruled out any plane rides since we figured that it would be rough with Brownie. California? Idaho? Nah, too long to drive. What’s not too long to drive, but also somewhere we love and really want to explore? Why, Portland!

For those of you who don’t know, Husband and I met at the University of Portland, so the city and especially campus, since that’s where we spent most of our time, naturally. When we were in school there, we didn’t really have the opportunity or the funds to “do” the city justice. So we decided to go back and see all the sights we didn’t before, show Caidoc where his parents fell in love, and just relax. We set up a budget and allowed for lots of spending (which makes it really feel like vacation doesn’t it?) so I didn’t even have to cook at all! *sigh!* What a luxury.

The first place we visited was the Portland Children’s Museum, my friend Michal gave us free passes! Such a treat. And we got to visit with her as well, it had been way too long since I’d seen her.

Caidoc is diggin' the Portland Children's Museum !
Caidoc is diggin’ the Portland Children’s Museum !
Our little curious boy.
Our little curious boy.

 

Looking at the fishes
Looking at the fishes
It's safe to say this place was Caidoc's favorite
It’s safe to say this place was Caidoc’s favorite
Water fun!
Water fun!

 

 

He's in heaven!
He’s in heaven!
Driving away
Driving away
Anything that makes noise is pretty much a winner
Anything that makes noise is pretty much a winner

 

Michal and I! We haven't seen each other since we were...16? wow!
Michal and I! We haven’t seen each other since we were…16? wow!

 

Caidoc was a huge fan of Michal :)
Caidoc was a huge fan of Michal 🙂
He is just the cutest :)
He is just the cutest 🙂

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Thanks Michal! We had so much fun! Caidoc had a blast!

We also visited campus and picked up some swag for Caidoc (who knows, maybe he will be a Pilot some day?!), we went Finnegans Toys, the Saturday Market, and the zoo!

Visiting where we fell in love :)
Visiting where we fell in love 🙂
Walking lots
Walking lots
Outside our old dorms!
Outside our old dorms!

 

Over looking the Willamette
Over looking the Willamette
After Sunday mass
After Sunday mass
Caidoc FLIPPED when he saw this mommy elephant and her baby
Caidoc FLIPPED when he saw this mommy elephant and her baby
Peeking at the rhino
Peeking at the rhino
wow!
wow!
Best part of the zoo :)
Best part of the zoo 🙂
Saturday Market
Saturday Market

 

Caidoc found a mini sumo wrestler friend :)
Caidoc found a mini sumo wrestler friend 🙂
So cute :)
So cute 🙂

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Oh yeah, that happened
Oh yeah, that happened

 

 

Fun in the pool !
Fun in the pool !
Super cool!
Super cool!
Our great traveler
Our great traveler
So excited for vacation!
So excited for vacation!
Blocks at the book store
Blocks at the book store
Being super fly
Being super fly
Finnegans!
Finnegans!
Playing at Cathedral Park, where husband and I had our first Valentines Day date
Playing at Cathedral Park, where husband and I had our first Valentines Day date

 

At the Salt and Straw, the BEST ice cream in town
At the Salt and Straw, the BEST ice cream in town
We were all about it!
We were all about it!
On our way home :(
On our way home 🙁

 

We got to see and do so much and didn’t even get pictures of everything, including going to the delish Deschutes Brewery, Portland’s best deep dish pizza, basking in the sun with Husband while Brownie slept, and so much more! One of the highlights was being able to visit with some college friends we hadn’t seen since our wedding, BJ and his cousin Jason, and Andrew and Maggie. So much fun!

Well, vacation is over and, as you can tell, I ate my weight in food during vacation so my next post is going to be all about fitness and our family plan for getting back on track to healthy living!

Till next time P-town!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Fat Abby

One of my biggest woes with being a mommy is not being able to work out as much as I used to. I used to work out and diet like CRAZY, and I find that so difficult to do with a little one running around who loves to be involved with everything I do, and (what seems like) endless housework, paperwork, cooking, and job work to do. I know so many people just say, “make the time!” “get someone to babysit!” “trade off with your husband!”, well I do a lot of those things. I go running and walking with Caidoc in the stroller, and I workout in the afternoons, and I walk in the evenings with Husband and Caidoc as a family. We also don’t eat fast-food, or eat out much in general, and we get a lot of our food from our local farmer’s market. So it all sounds good right? What’s the problem?! With running three days a week, core and arms four days, and some yoga on days I’m feeling are particularly “Om-ish” , I’m not sure what’s the problem! Some people say running is the problem, but let me stop you right there. I can’t, and won’t stop running, not until it’s physically impossible for me to do so. I ran when I was nine months pregnant, and I ran when I tore some cartilage in my knee. Its not smart, but I do it anyways. The Oatmeal knows how I feel.  Plus, I’m pretty sure it’s not the running…

For some reason, I’m just not getting the same results that I usually always got doing the same type of works that I did in college. I still have 25% body fat and can’t wear my cut off jean shorts without wincing at my reflection. It’s one of the most aggravating things. I’m still nursing so I feel like I cant diet like I used to. I am determined to do infant led weaning and Caidoc has no intention of stopping anytime soon which is just fine, but I think causes me to think that I still need to eat like a pregnant woman, so really I wonder how much of my woe is self inflected. Ultimately, I think age is finally starting to take it’s effect and I’m not burning calories like a freshman anymore and I’ll just have to figure out how to do something different . Oh, the woe of getting old.

To deal with this woe, I developed a semi-alterego named Fat Abby. I say “semi” because it’s not a real alter ego. It’s just someone I refer to when I am being particularly lazy or indulging ridiculous cravings, example: ” ERMYGWAD I love Coldstone!! GOTTA HAVE IT! NOM NOM NOM”, “WHAT? One slice of pie you say?! NAY, TWO SLICES OF PIE, I SAY. PUT IT IN MY MOUTH! NOW!”.You’ll know what I mean if you follow me on Twitter, Fat Abby and I have battles occasionally, sometimes it’s not even a battle, it’s just a pathetic surrender. Sometimes she come out all of a sudden, “THAT PICTURE OF AN APPLE MAKES ME WANT FRENCH FRIES, DON’T YOU WANT FRENCH FRIES?! I LOVE FRENCH FRIES, GO GET FRENCH FRIES NOW!”

Anyways, Fat Abby has given me the ability to joke about my woe without becoming too introspective or whiney. She gives me the ability to openly admit that I am being bad, which usually keeps me from being AS bad as I probably would. Anyways, I can appreciate that side of Fat Abby, the other sides of her though (and there are many…) are my down fall. Either way, she is there. Perhaps she is some manifestation of my childhood nickname, Flabby Abby, given to me so lovingly by my older brothers. Or maybe she came from the massive weight gain I had when I was pregnant, or that I’ve always just gained weight reeeallly easily. Who knows? How she got here is not important. What IS important is that she’s useful at times, and for that I am grateful.

Now I think I’m gonna go have a glass of….water.

 

My Wonderful Life

It’s days like today that make me realize how lucky I am. Nothing particularly special happened today, it was not particularly different from other Tuesdays, and nothing particularly amazing occurred. In fact, Caidoc was pretty ornery this morning which led to a triple mocha from Bigfoot Java (which then fueled my annoyance, only with myself this time, for spending unnecessary money and consuming unnecessary calories). After an hour or so at Caidoc’s favorite park, “Train Park” we call it, in 75 degree weather, I felt ashamed for my foul mood. We went home and I became productive, it always makes a day go better when you accomplish something doesn’t it? All-in-all, I was irritated and whiney in the morning, but I worked out, cleaned, cooked, and watched my baby sleep in the afternoon and my day magically became wonderful. Those things may seem mundane but it’s those little things that made me realize/remember several things:

1. I am so lucky that it takes little things like holding my baby’s hand while he sleeps to turn a day around.

2. I love, and I mean LOVE being a mother, even on the worst of days (which today was really not) there is no where else I’d rather be, and nothing else I’d rather be doing.

3. So many people don’t get to experience joy and fulfillment and love that I get to daily and I should really thank God that I do.

4. I have the most intelligent and sweet little boy in the whole world.

5. My husband couldn’t be any more amazing than he is.

6. I really truly do, have a wonderful life.

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